The TRUE test of FAITH

Have you ever wanted something so bad?

Have you ever worked so hard , but life’s obstacles keep getting in the way?

Have you ever second guessed your dreams or goals?

Have you ever questioned your faith? And asked yourself, why me?

I can guarantee most of you probably have answered yes to at least 1, if not all of these questions.

It’s been awhile since I’ve made a blog post. I have been going through my own battles and struggles, I will get into more detail on a later date in a full video. However, I wanted to share some of my thoughts.

You see life was never made to be easy, it was never made to be perfect, and it was never made to be the same for everyone. We are all unique, we all have stories about the struggles we are overcoming or have overcome. I have been struggling lately, battling with the obstacles that life has, once again tossed at me. I recently broke down when things got extremely rough. I gave thought to giving up, but then I realized that I am one bad ass female , and that I’ve been through hell and back and still managed to stand in the end. You see, these obstacles are our True tests of faith. Testing how strong, determined, and dedicated we are. How much cry, sweat, and tears we’re willing to put forth. And how much patience, understanding, and compassion we have. Nothing comes easy in life, these obstacles are what make our stories personal. Some stories are similar. But no story is the same. We are our own artists; we paint the pictures that tell our stories.

It hasn’t been easy, some days I feel down and out and want to cry. I look at my baby girl, then look myself in the mirror and I tell myself, you’ve got this, you are unique, you are the change. It took me awhile to be able to do so, but every step makes a difference. We get too hard on ourselves and often, overlook the things we’ve over come. We often fail to give ourselves credit, and only see the bad.

IT IS TIME TO STOP THAT NOW! It is time to see the good! To see the positive! And see that we can kick ass at this game we call life. It is time to see and trust, the true test of faith. To trust and believe in ourselves, trust our faith, and know that it is not WHEN we finish but HOW. Life will always toss us bad apples, but we can take those bad apples and bring them to life by using them to make a beautiful apple pie, or applesauce, apple juice, or whatever we want to make of it. We are all giving one life, and no matter how many bad apples life may toss at us, we have to remember we can use them and turn them into something more. Trust in yourself and your faith๐Ÿ’œ it took me awhile, and I am still learning, but each day gets better and better, and a tad bit easier. It is important to acknowledge our strengths and accomplishments whether big or small. We’re only given one life, but we are given tests. How will you paint your picture to tell your story? Life is way too short so trust the process ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ


Thank you lovies!


Xiomara ๐Ÿ’œ

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